love doesn't exist

i laugh at those broken hearted people
it's their fault for falling in love in the first place hah
giving their heart to someone else
then having it broken
you deserve it for trusting them, for falling for them.
true love doesn't exist.
i kinda wish it does though. it'd be nice knowing something that overrules all exists. hahahah though i really doubt it...
i do sometimes feel like i want someone who i can share my life stories to, who i can do anything with without being judged, who will lend me his shoulder to cry on, to laugh with, who will listen to me, who will help me, etc.

one crucial criteria though- they do not smoke or drink.